As I was browsing through Facebook...

As I was browsing through Facebook,a friend of mine,added me....we use to be so close when we were in standard 6.Standard 6,or the whole years of elementary school was a bad years for me.I dont want to remember anything from it.It just...bad.

Well,I found my ex-classmates,all from 6 usaha of SK Haji Mahmud,Chemor few years back.They all change.They all different.They all got what they want.They got the chance.I'm not saying that I'm not getting the chance,I was getting the chance,it just that,the way was just different.

Getting place in boarding school was always my dream since standard 3...but I didnt get it.Well,that's ok because I dont give it a damn about it...after three years in high school.Ok maybe I care,I mean I really care.Ok ok,what's important now is getting place in MATRICULATION.

I was in vain between connecting with them back...or just...maybe I'll just add them anyway,they were my classmates,aye?

So...that was it.Tomorrow I'll be off to work.Wish me luck,guys.

At the market...

So I went to the market this morning.My mom wanna buy some broccolli for our meal.So,we went to a Chinese man near the food stall and asked him for that goddamn green vegetable.

After buying,then my mom realised something and pointed her finger to one of the stuff that this Chinese man are selling.I felt dizzy...I wanted to throw up....and wanted to scream at the same time.

"PORKS!"

We returned him the things that we bought and quickly walkaway.The Chinese man mumbling alone wondering why we're not buying his stuff,anymore.

Now Blogger you're my only friend.

Ahhh...ok now I'm listening Takin' Back My Love by Enrique and Ciara.How I love these two singers..one is sexy and handsome and one is beautiful,gorgeous and know how to dance,I mean,she's great!!

Anyway,I just discover this hot Swedish singer,Basshunter,cute gila you know.Dan disebabkan kebosanan tahap melampau sekarang ni,aku mula layan Korean Drama...and they're awesome.Now I know kenapa kawan aku gila-gila minat kat K-Pop,and K-drama.Aku baru layan Coffee Prince and I just love it!Korean Drama are just cute!Their love story are cute because the actors are cute.How can they be that cute huh?But one thing that I'm kinda not really like,it's about the feminine Korean guy.I mean,they're guy but too feminine la...the hairstyles,and so on.But they're cute.Ok,enough with the C word.

Aku akan start keje tak lama lagi.Humm...tunggu keputusan SPM memang sesuatu yang sangat merunsingkan.Aku runsing bila fikir pasal result.Aku tak sure berapa aku dapat,tapi masa aku buat tu,aku yakin dengan semua jawapan yang dah tulis.Aku memang runsing and bosan.Dapat tak korang fahami perasaan aku ni?Aku bengang la ngan family aku ni...ada ke Tasbih Cinta pun layan?Tah pahape citer tuh.Hah,layan Lalola lagi best kan kan kan.Bila la aku nak dapat lesen ni???!!!Tengok?Dapat ke korang merasakan betapa tensennya aku sekarang?

By the way,aku akan terus update blog ni walaupun aku keje sebab blog ni je la tempat untuk aku jadi jujur.Aku pun dah lupakan specky aku tuh.Hmmm...aku tau,takkan la dia nak suka kan aku?I'm not a perfect girl lo...haish!Specky,goodbye forever.Tapi aku tak tau kenapa,aku nak jugak miscall dia padahal he's juts dont give it a damn about me.Hah.Bodoh betul aku ni.Aku ni memang bodoh.Ok,whatever la.Right now aku just consume 1000 calories per day.Banyak sangat ke weh?Aku risau rr...aku taknak berat bertambah dan seterusnya menjadi ikan buntal.AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To much tanda seru?Convertkan ke tenaga suara.Dan tentang Bintang Popular Berita Harian tu,aku tak tau la nak cakap pe kat orang-orang yang mengundi tu.Hahaha rajin betul.Kena beli paper,gunting pastu pos.Yang mengundi ni ada dapat apa2 ke?Artis yang diundi menang.Yang mengundi tepuk tangan and gembira.Ke,ada cara lain skang ni nak undi?Tah la..aku tak peduli pun pasal Bintang Popular ni,tapi aku tetap gak tengok kat tv.Hahahaha poyo,kerek tak sedar diri.Ko tu org Mesia Atie,tengok citer Mesia,cakap melayu,faham?Tak yah nak cakap2 bi...tak sedar diri ke weh?!

What the heck.Dah rr.Malas.Aku dah puas menulis so aku nak blah.

Salaam.

Diri aku buat masa ni..

Dulu,yes,aku memang ada confusion tentang seseorang...kalau korang rujuk entry dulu,korang tau la saper.Dia yang kugelar specky.Humm...specky ada orang lain.Ye la,aku kecewa bila dengar tapi it makes sense la kan.Kenapa dia nak had a crush on me?Tolong la...mana2 laki pun takkan suka kat aku punya,iye la,I'm that kind of girl that most guys like.Tak tau la saper yang akan sudi luahkan rasa cinta pada aku.

Seriously,nak jugak tau kan...hmm..hormon beb,hormon.Whatever la.Ada aku kesah dia ada orang lain?Well,actually,I did.Argghhh...lantaklah.Yang penting aku ada life aku.Dan aku akan berubah.This time,seriously I'll make it true.Aku ubah style aku,pakaian aku,I'm not gonna wear some baggy t-shirt anymore..I'm loosig my weight.Aku akan pastikan aku dapat body macam Serena Gossip's Girl.Hahahaha...impian menggunung.Tapi apa salahnya kan?Tengah aku free tak buat apa2 sambil penuh rasa cuak menungggu result SPM ni,aku dah rancang beberapa perubahan.Dan aku memang nak sangat berubah.I'm still the same Atie,but figure aku mungkin akan berubah.Cant wait till that moment.

Malas la.Ok dah.

Aku ingin sendiri...

Aku ingin sendiri...pergi jauh dan terbang ke merata tempat.Tanpa dikongkong atau berteman.Tiada...tiada apa yang boleh membuatkan hatiku makin sugul dan keliru dengan kehidupan ni.Aku dah bosan!!Aku dan jemu!!Aku ingin bebas!!Aku masih ingat lagi,2 tahun lalu,well not that long but hey,enough to make anybody lose their sanity.Tahun lepas aku ambil SPM...kehidupan aku sepanjang tahun tu memang sibuk...dengan study,books,study,books and yes,more books.Seriously,there's no time to think about my physical appearance,nor to think about the kick-ass-attitude boys of SMK Dato' Hj Mohd Taib.But now I seem to...miss it all?Miss the life of being the hectic stud,miss all the worries before exam and miss to wear the school uniform.I just want to walk through the corridor..wearing the permission tag to go to the toilet...and walk back helplessly towards the 5 Setia and enter the Addmaths class.Not to mention Biology and Sejarah...The class went silent...and I'm pretty sure the four boys at the back(read:Acap,Ugen,Relson and Dollah)in their cuckoo land.Including me too lol.

I'm planning to take my Form 6.I really hope I'm getting a good result and being choosen to the science stream Form 6.I dunno.It's hard to make a decision.Currently,I'm taking my driving licence...hanging out at home and feeling distress.I cant just sit infront of this godamn pc and Youtube-ing everyday.Yes,I want to look for a job and I found it.Unfortunately,I can only start working when I've my P licence..which mean...another 6 weeks,estimately and luckily.I just cant stand staying at home anymore.I just cant.You know,I want to shreds away those pound.Hah...no matter how much it cost,I dont care.I just dont.I'm sick being in this body and let the people do the talking.I'll prove it.

My cell phone have some problem.I dunno...I dunno why!!!Why problems always on by my side.I want money and buy new gadget,clothes and some more!!!Memang dasar enset MADE IN CHINA!!Arrrggghhhh!!!!

Last but not least,walaupun aku seorang Muslim,tapi aku menyelar sekiranya terdapat orang Islam yang terlibat dengan insiden gereja terbakar dan cubaan membakar gereja kat Taiping.Inikah yang korang panggil perjuangan Islam?Inikah yang korang kata mencontohi akhlak terbaik sebagai umat Islam?Sesungguhnya Allah subhanawataala lebih mengetahui....kepada anda yang membaca,mari kita sama-sama berdoa,seikhlas hati,agar Allah swt menjaga dan memelihara akhlak,iman,kesabaran dan ketakwaan umat Islam di Malaysia ini.Berdoalah kepada Allah swt supaya memlihara agama Islam.